Cold Turkey
May 10th 2007 07:36
Ive tried to come off my medication, Aropax.
Its fucking harsh shit.
It is a week tomorrow and I am experiencing the worst withdrawls.
I can't walk because I experience electric shocks through every part of my body, I feel like I am about to take off into flight. I am dizzy as hell and can't breathe.
Behind every corner is a 10 minute session of hyperventilation, dizzy spells, natiousness and the fear I am about to drop dead. I cannot take this. Then I am overwhelemed with anger.
Im trying to come off them because fuck I don't want to be medicated for the rest of my life, but it seems I really do need them, supposedly this feeling is to last for a month, Its been 7 days I can't see how I am to hack a month. Its fucked up, this isnt the first time I have attempted to stop them. Im addicted and too dependant on this shit.
Bulimia wise, I have eased up the pain in my stomach has been somewhat unbearable so I reverted to 'fasting' less strenuous, more mind over matter.
I can't think straight none of this shit is making sense, I doubt anyway.
Its fucking harsh shit.
It is a week tomorrow and I am experiencing the worst withdrawls.
I can't walk because I experience electric shocks through every part of my body, I feel like I am about to take off into flight. I am dizzy as hell and can't breathe.
Behind every corner is a 10 minute session of hyperventilation, dizzy spells, natiousness and the fear I am about to drop dead. I cannot take this. Then I am overwhelemed with anger.
Im trying to come off them because fuck I don't want to be medicated for the rest of my life, but it seems I really do need them, supposedly this feeling is to last for a month, Its been 7 days I can't see how I am to hack a month. Its fucked up, this isnt the first time I have attempted to stop them. Im addicted and too dependant on this shit.
Bulimia wise, I have eased up the pain in my stomach has been somewhat unbearable so I reverted to 'fasting' less strenuous, more mind over matter.
I can't think straight none of this shit is making sense, I doubt anyway.
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