Crystal explores her feelings with crystals
October 16th 2007 21:10
Amethyst
I'm feeling a little flat to-day, I guess that happens after so much excitement.
The kitten has settled in nicely and it hasn't been any trouble at all when I've been at work, and it is so delightful to come home to a little creature who shares one's domain.
I'm starting to enjoy life more and more and work less and less, but I guess that is how things go. I often wonder how others feel about their work. I guess every job has its good and bad features, and I'm turning to the inclination that the money definitely helps.
So, if you are a low paid worker you have my sympathies but I doubt whether I have yours.
I have been fortunate and it would be difficult to feel unhappy about that, but the longing inside me for a husband and children is growing and growing.
I've got a landscape gardener who arranges the erection and supervision of such things as my "kitty run" and the creation of the cat door, who is coming to see me tonight so I'll have to leave work early.
Suddenly I am starting to enjoy taking privileges for myself that men have taken for granted for years.
I just love it when these kinds of things happen.
Work is going well at present despite my pre-occupation with kitty who still has 'no name', but I'm determined she will have by the end of the week, even if it's simply 'cat'. I can't believe just how unimaginative I am in this way. That makes me feel bad and less of a human being. Silly, aren't I really.
When I feel flat I turn to crystals and looking for them and at them in shop windows or in the number of books I have and I look at my own little collection hanging throughout the house.
what would you call this one?
Another amethyst
Top priority is the clear quartz crystals placed in a sunny spot which catch the sun's rays and throw off their rainbow lights, they seem so different, hanging there and swaying in the breeze when the weather is just right.
The tinkling of the crystals as they sway and dance, colliding in their soft and gently way is very cerebrally appealing and lifts the lowest of feelings.
I hesitated to put the first one up as it is rather suggestive, but the image is one of my favourites.
Crystals can do wonders for the feelings and I guess we are all attracted by different aspects so I'm putting a few on as well as a couple of pictures that I find relaxing and refreshing and just thinking about them as I write this post has already lifted my spirits.
I'll feel better after I've made arrangements for the cat run and I am definitely going to have some time off while it is being done.
I also like to look for relaxing art paintings, this helps too.
By the waterfall
I know I am going to feel uptight throughout the whole exercise as I've never attempted anything like this before and had never actually anticipated such an activity.
Well, it's another day, in a daily life and already I feel a certain tension as I open up my life to other things and begin to explore my socialisation.
I wonder how you feel about such things.
I must sound like the ultimate privileged bitch to you. And I can see that in myself but all I feel right now is very, very vulnerable and rather confused.
Snow and sky
Do let me know if you like this.
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Comment by katyzzz
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Those crystal forms and colours are very beautiful and the images are great.
Well done, and well expressed, you've won me.
katyzzz
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Comment by AmyHuang
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Have you tried aromatherapy? Burn a bit of Sandlewood brings joy and happiness to your surrounding. On top of your crystals and painting it'll soon cheer you up!