current mood: fucking burnt!
February 22nd 2007 04:27
I don't know how to start where to finish this or how to even begin it!
Im burnt, not in a sunburnt way, in an emotional way!
Who do I run to? Mia! Several times!
I am new to these feelings I feel, these emotions, this blissfull fucking shit!
So when something little hurts, I find it pretty fuckin hard to deal, I have nothing but Mia to fall back on. So I go to the only place I know that will ease the shit feelings.
What happens next though pisses me off more. It isn't eased. Mia cannot help me with this.
The reason I am upset has nothing to do with my body, 'IT', what I have eaten, what I am wearing, how I feel lost, how I feel filthy or anything to do with my body at all. It's nothing to do with me enough that Mia will nott be able mend it.
I want to be under their skin, fucking let me in!
1 step forward 2 step backs from here until I am in!
Im burnt, not in a sunburnt way, in an emotional way!
Who do I run to? Mia! Several times!
I am new to these feelings I feel, these emotions, this blissfull fucking shit!
So when something little hurts, I find it pretty fuckin hard to deal, I have nothing but Mia to fall back on. So I go to the only place I know that will ease the shit feelings.
What happens next though pisses me off more. It isn't eased. Mia cannot help me with this.
The reason I am upset has nothing to do with my body, 'IT', what I have eaten, what I am wearing, how I feel lost, how I feel filthy or anything to do with my body at all. It's nothing to do with me enough that Mia will nott be able mend it.
I want to be under their skin, fucking let me in!
1 step forward 2 step backs from here until I am in!
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