Crystal's new harmony - oscillating feelings
October 21st 2007 02:33
I am feeling calmer today, a lot more relaxed and the headache has gone. I've brought one of my picture books out into the garden, one on cats, actually, and when kitty will let me, I love to look at all the different kinds of cats. So many are so beautiful and I feel like I'm in a lolly shop, I'd like one of those and two of these and some of.......you know how it is.
I just love those old fashioned lolly shops when one is fortunate enough to come across them. You can't go by those old-fashioned places, it's not like shopping in Woolworths, buying a bag of sweets and just gobbling them down, those old-fashioned places are an experience. They add an entirely new concept to living. Sometimes I feel as if it would be good to live in an Amish community, they don't seem to use any modern technology, and their way of life is simple but they are very hard working and have captured the market with certain items and products thus ensuring their financial success and viability.
But I was talking about cats wasn't I ?
kitty just loves it out here in the garden with me and to think, this time next week, I'll have the new cat run and I'll be able to leave kitty all alone, without worrying about her being cooped up all the time, and no need for cat litter any more.
I must say I am looking forward to seeing "Bob the builder" again. He was so muscular. It makes me wonder what I want in a man, I do know, but I don't if you know what I mean.
Just think for the first time in my life I'll be taking a 'sickie' without actually being sick. I guess there is a first time for everything.
How do you feel about taking sickies, I know people who take them regularly without good cause, that disgusts me and yes I am being judgmental, unless we are, we set no standards at all for a happy successful society.
Well the big event which was actually a non-event came and went last night.
Steve arrived as anticipated and we had a pleasant enough evening, we ate and talked and played cat but I didn't know whether to sit near him or not and where he should sit and all that kind of stuff. I mean, well really, is this the way men go about getting a date or is it just Steve.
Well I guess I've had my first date, if you could call it that. Steve did like my crystals so that made me happy and he and the cat got on really well. I didn't tell him about the sickies, well, I mean, you just don't know, do you?
He left about 11, saying he could see that I was tired and I was happy enough to just fall into bed and have a good night's sleep. I think his coming did put me under some tension.
So, to-day, it's great to just have the day to myself and kitty. I'm sure she'll have a name soon, I am just not too sure just what it will be.
And for now I am happy looking through my cat book.
I must say I am looking forward to seeing 'Bob the builder" again. All those muscles. I may not know what I want in a man but I do know what I don't want and need to do to attract the right kind of man. Some girls can be so silly, they throw themselves at the first man or boy on the horizon and continue on the merry go round, even the intelligent and well-educated can behave so foolishly, until they suddenly wake up and then wonder why they have to settle for some loser and continue to put up with bad behaviour. No thank YOU.
He looked single but you can't always tell can you, men can be funny that way, never referring to "we" just I, and it can be ages before they even mention that they have a partner.
Once again, I'm starting to feel like a child, let loose in a lolly shop.
But, for now, kitty and I are just happy to be here together, in my lovely garden. I'll get serious about life again to-morrow when I return to work.
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