fork in the road..
January 30th 2007 23:47
I wont stop, I cant, I dont want to!
Why was I burdened with such a shit illness, what could I have possibly done thats so bad, that Im stuck with this?
One minute Im sitting there content with the world the next Im edgy as fuck aggrivated and going out of my head. Its like when its freezing cold and you cant catch a proper breath, your eyes flicker and feel as though theyre pinned open you cant blink! Your hearts going ballistic.
Laying down I stare and nothing, feeling nothing. I wish I could look at myself from the outside in and see what others are talkin about when they say they see a gorgeouse girl!
Im trapped in this and nothing seems to be working.
People are telling me Im not myself, its proving difficult to get VIZ back!
Im stuck halfway, Im in the fork in the road.
One sign says Anxiety Lane the other says Mia Parade!
WHERE IS NORMAL STREET?
Where's the secret alley way that leads me to a normal life? I cant see any way out of this!
Why was I burdened with such a shit illness, what could I have possibly done thats so bad, that Im stuck with this?
One minute Im sitting there content with the world the next Im edgy as fuck aggrivated and going out of my head. Its like when its freezing cold and you cant catch a proper breath, your eyes flicker and feel as though theyre pinned open you cant blink! Your hearts going ballistic.
Laying down I stare and nothing, feeling nothing. I wish I could look at myself from the outside in and see what others are talkin about when they say they see a gorgeouse girl!
People are telling me Im not myself, its proving difficult to get VIZ back!
Im stuck halfway, Im in the fork in the road.
One sign says Anxiety Lane the other says Mia Parade!
WHERE IS NORMAL STREET?
Where's the secret alley way that leads me to a normal life? I cant see any way out of this!
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