Turning fear around and feeling good.
October 3rd 2007 23:54
Aren't they just sweet?
Well, after all the excitement of yesterday, to-day has started off a little flat, I'm preparing this early and then I'll send it off from work as I don't think I'll have it finished before I go.
I was really pleased to hear that at least some of you feel the same way about work as I do.
I would just love to hear from others as work occupies so much of our time and resources and sometimes earning too much money can make it hard to leave.
There must surely be those who are very happy in their occupations. I know my boss is, but he just loves being "THE BOSS" and he is really too stupid to think much beyond that.
It never ceases to amaze me how so many d............d's get on in the world and earn big bucks too.
I shall have to be very careful not too leave any trails behind me with my blogging activities, he'd sack me instantly for such seditious behaviour.
That might actually be a good thing but it would be better for me to leave in my own time and at my own pace.
But, that's enough about work or perhaps I should say 'too much' instead of not enough.
It's a lovely sunny day and the winds of yesterday have gone.
Now that I've let off all that 'boring' steam I am starting to enjoy myself again.
I love blogging, it's such fun, and one meets so many nice people but I must be careful not to lose myself in the mystical world of unreality. It is in the REAL WORLD that I am having so many troubles.
Just think, going on 30 and I've never had a boyfriend. I'd really like one but I want someone who is sincere and doesn't just want to rush you off to bed. And yes, I am quite normal, I love the idea of having sex, but I wouldn't be brave enough to say that in the real world and my parents would have a fit. I often wonder if they've forgotten how they brought all of us into the world. They must have done something but they were married when they did it.
And to introduce the subject of fear, I fear for many things happening in the world but mostly I fear that I am not going to find that certain someone and have the family I crave so much.
That fear is becoming a nightmare.
I'm not afraid of the dark but I'm very fearful of going out on my own at night. I find parking difficult and public transport wretchedly ridiculous. I don't like being on a train at night and getting from the station to the car, I don't travel much by bus but even that seems very prohibitive provided one could find one going anywhere near one's proposed destination.
Oh, dear, this post is turning into a whinge, I don't like the sound of that.
My prime need at present is finding my way around Orble, and sometimes I don't get the little jokes but it seems such fun and that makes me feel very happy.
There are so many lovely sites around here and I especially like the travel ones and the wonderful pictures, I even read a joke yesterday and that really brought a smile to my face.
I haven't quite cottoned on to the links and things but I guess it takes time.
Unfortunately, if I am to get to work on time I'll have to go. I could sit here all day, happily playing with Orble but for now I have to bring in the pay.
Do pay me a visit. I do hope you'll stay.
Happy feet
Now that I am at work and have a quiet moment when I don't think anyone will want to be seeing me.....sorry about that I just had a phone call, easily fixed....I'll just say a few words about the picutures, I just love little animals and this pair are just so cute and as there are so many environmentalists here I thought you'd like to be reminded of Happy Feet.
See you soon.
Crystal
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Comment by katyzzz
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But those little animals made my day and Happy Feet brought a smile to my face and a tap to my feet.
I do sympathise about work and bosses, they can be SUCH a pain.
Have a great day.
katyzzz
Comment by Louie
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cheers
Louie
PS Love the Penguins too
Comment by Krystal
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What do you fear love hate, Louie, I'd love to hear these things.
You look such a happy, together person and I feel so socially imcompetent, maybe I could get a few pointers from you.
It is lovely to have a visit from you. I'm so pleased.
Crystal.
Comment by Krystal
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Crystal