I dont say it enough!
February 18th 2007 12:55
I have come to realise that I am the kind of person who doesn't really say how I feel enough or to the degree in which I should.
In my mind I know I love adore and cherish those close to me, and those not so close I still have a soft spot for. But I came to think about the fact I never say it enough!
Because I think about it so much, I believe they should just 'know' it so I don't say it often or at all.
And without realising, noticed that these people think I am somewhat cold towards them or that I have no feelings whatsoever for them. These people being friends AND family!
Im wuick to tell someone I dont like, that I dislike them. Im quick to correct someone if they happen to be wrong.
But it takes me too long to tell someone I love them, that I appreciate them, or adore them!
Other times I am just afraid to express my likeness or adoration towards others because I feel that it may not be recipicated nor appreciated. I am an open person, but not to the extent that my feelings go out on a limb only to be ruptured and torn apart. My feelings are what I keep buried pretty deep inside! My feelings are what I protect, the only things that are my own, that no-one else can take from me, though with a simple utter of negativity can turn upside down inside out and spin around and around.
And due to the fact its so easy to do so, I keep them to myself, as much as I can anyway.
But I want to take a short oppurtunity to reach out to a few people who I feel I don't say this to enough.
Mum I love adore and cherish you to the bone you know this!
CiiLz without you in my life I would think I was the only crazy cunt out there! Thanks for all the phone convos and the laughs we share, I love we have no shame and can do and say anything to one another!
Rettz without you I would be no where near as close to being the person who I am today you are my family, my sister from another mister, I love you like I love my mum thankyou for being my friend and loving me unconditionally! I would do anything for you I love you!
Im proud of who you have grown to be I admire you alot!
In my mind I know I love adore and cherish those close to me, and those not so close I still have a soft spot for. But I came to think about the fact I never say it enough!
Because I think about it so much, I believe they should just 'know' it so I don't say it often or at all.
And without realising, noticed that these people think I am somewhat cold towards them or that I have no feelings whatsoever for them. These people being friends AND family!
Im wuick to tell someone I dont like, that I dislike them. Im quick to correct someone if they happen to be wrong.
Other times I am just afraid to express my likeness or adoration towards others because I feel that it may not be recipicated nor appreciated. I am an open person, but not to the extent that my feelings go out on a limb only to be ruptured and torn apart. My feelings are what I keep buried pretty deep inside! My feelings are what I protect, the only things that are my own, that no-one else can take from me, though with a simple utter of negativity can turn upside down inside out and spin around and around.
And due to the fact its so easy to do so, I keep them to myself, as much as I can anyway.
But I want to take a short oppurtunity to reach out to a few people who I feel I don't say this to enough.
Mum I love adore and cherish you to the bone you know this!
CiiLz without you in my life I would think I was the only crazy cunt out there! Thanks for all the phone convos and the laughs we share, I love we have no shame and can do and say anything to one another!
Im proud of who you have grown to be I admire you alot!
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