Love the skin your in.. ?
March 15th 2007 08:07
I fucking hate the skin I am in!
I am repulsed!
I actually tried to convince myself today, that I am really, not that bad!
I had a crack at this whole positive thinking crap, didnt work!
Obviously!
I am positive about who I am personality wise, I like my personality and I believe I have good morals, a good sense of humour, good judgments, I take each step as a stroll!
But that all goes down the drain when I happen to catch a glimpse of myself in a mirror and I see myself standing before me! I cringe!
People tell me daily I am gorgeous I am thin I am beautiful!
For fucks sake why can I not see it? This desease, this illness, this addiction it drives me fucking nuts some days!
I am insecure as fuck with everyone I am close with! I just can't get it to register that they don't think Im hideous that my boyfriend does adore me and my body!
I feel that deep down they are thinking fuck I would hate to have that/those flaw/s Viz has!
I am scared every individual looks at me and goes rank bitch!
......yeah yeah have a fuckin sook viz!
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