trust.wish.blood.punishment
April 3rd 2007 13:38
Been a while since I have posted..
I haven't really had any alone time, not enough time to dwell on bullshit.
No time to think negative, no time to be worrying about my Bulimia.
It is a good thing.
It doesn't take much alone time until I rush back to old ways though. Any oppurtunity I get I will revert to Mia, any!
Ridding my body of the fucking filth within.
No time for any second thoughts I have been hanging out more than ever to feel Mia's warmth once more. It has been days now.
It's been done, too late if there were even a moment of second thought.
Man there is nothing like relief.
One person I love more than I have another I feel has no trust in me, it kills me - Now or never.
Another I love deeply cherish and adore wants to leave this world - I wish I could take away their pain.
Someone who means the world to me no longer seems to want to be in my world - Please let me back into your life.
A person I do anything in my power to make happy seems to reject it and what I do - I'm just growing up don't punish me.
I want him back in my life like the old days, I hate we've missed the years we have - Hopefully one day it will rekindle I miss what we once had
''Mia is there when no-one else is'' - Thank fuck for that I need her now more than ever...
So back to square one control, Mia, starts now.
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