over it.
April 30th 2007 04:53
VIZAH
I don't know what is up with me.
I have the worst moods lately, one minute I am happy as fuck the next I am lower than low.
Fucking chemical inbalance, in my brain that is. You can never get used to depression. No matter how long you've had it [over 10 years for me].
I am so over it, I no longer suffer as much from my Anxiety, its more this shit now.
I am still Bulimic aka Mia.
As if anyone really can believe I will stop for good, I know myself I never will. It will always be a part of me. I have learnt to accept I am filthy and my body is disgusting, just like I had to accept ''IT'' - my Anxiety. So until I am even the tiniest bit content with my physical self, I will keep on this journey, yes, for now.
Tha picture I put up is of me before I started to lose weight, see fuckin filth!
Now I am inbetween then and when I was ''too skinny'', I have put on 2 kilos in 3 months to the reccommendation of a professional, and I hate it.
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