Plan..
March 26th 2007 13:18
My new plan began the other day.
What was it?
No more shit aka; no more food!
Fasting; only eating when I really needed to.
Banana smoothies are my new favorite meal of the day.
Yes the whole day.
I don't like to follow plans, I don't like to diet. I just do what feels right, and what I seem to get results from. This being one of those things.
I haven’t been purging as much as usual, Mia has sunk into the shadows again. I guess other things, people; events have lifted my self esteem to a level I haven’t been on for a long time! And I feel somewhat okay about myself.
But I don’t like to rely on these people and certain events to help or make me feel good about myself. This is something I have to work on alone, in order to feel better about myself I first have to love myself. And accept myself.
I am over being this filthy chick. Time to get better results..
Ha! Long road ahead I say because I do not see it happening in the near future.
No, no not at all! Not any time soon.
So Mia and I it is for the time being, the only thing that relieves me and calms me when theres no-one around to hug and confide in.
Fuck, the things that go on in my head, what a hell of a ride!
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Comment by Cibbuano
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For the entire day?
Man, I'd need to blend a steak in there before it could be a meal...