Thats how it feels
March 19th 2007 08:43
Where has Mz Viz been..?!
I haven't been home since Friday last week.
I can't really explain properly what is running through my head as I am scattered as fuck.
I haven't had my medication for 4 days now and I am going a ''little'' nutty..
Like your just going to cave into yourself and shatter to pieces!!
That is how I currently feel. Well the best I can describe it anyhow!
I can't walk around because that’s how I feel every step I take, every movement my body makes! It’s so stressful to feel out of control of my body, and not even Mia can really fix it! I have tried but it didn’t accomplish anything but a sore throat and a stomach ache!
You’re probably wondering why the hell haven’t I taken my meds?
Simple! I ran out!
Fuck I can’t think about it anymore!
I’m not feeling too bad besides that! It’s been roughly 3 weeks since Mum went away! She is coming back this week I cannot fucking wait it has been too long since I saw her. Way too long!
But I must say I am proud of how well I have done without her being around. How I handled my shit and kept it all together.
I haven’t spent this much time away from my Mother since I was around 13 so it’s a big thing!
I don’t know I can’t explain what it’s like being without my mum! It’s not that I am a Mummies girl, it’s just that I fucking cherish my Mum I adore her more than anything, I love her more than anything, I respect her more than anyone!
And I just miss having a hug and the unconditional love and warmth she gives!
Apologies for a shit post!
Besides the stuff about my Mum she fucking rocks!
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